Monday, January 5, 2009

KP

KP is a young man who may be the most-cute-best-handsom looking guy I have ever known personally. We met in kindegarten....and I've pretty much know him my whole life. As he says..."its a whole lot of history." ANYWAYS....he friended me on facebook the other day and he's still as beautiful as ever. I remember going over his house and playing video games...I remember in first grade when he was my "boyyyyy friend" ewwww COODIES. O yea and when he ended up liking my ex best friend. He even asked me to give her the note. I remember sitting next to him in the sixth grade and just staring at him lol...but he was always just my friend. AND when we got to high school and every girl wanted him...i mean they wanted him before but now he was a football player....and I guess my friendship wasnt as important. But from kindegarten to 12th grade...i had one pure crush and it was KP...as he liked every girl but me. REALLY....my point is that its funny how life works out. I obsessed over this boy all of my life and one day out of the blue he friends me on FB and I just smiled. Its funny how stuff like that happens. Im pretty sure its called growing up...but I like to think it all meant something. KP will always have a special place in my heart and he doesnt even know it.....but we'll always have "a whole lot of history."

Pretty Good Day

I went Ice Skating today with my friend from school and my sister. It was a lot of fun and I did not fall at all. I wanted to have hot chocolate but I opted out of that choice. Instead...we decided to go to TGI Fridays. I enjoyed my night because it was fun but more so because it reflects the type of person I am. I enjoy doing things like that and I have been wanting to Ice Skate for a while. I think I will put an ice rink in my backyard when I'm grown and have my own house.

When I get back to school this weekend I am going straight to my mail box. I am no longer afraid as to what I am going to find. God has the wheel...and not me. SOOO I am looking forward to opening that mail box...yes i am.

A friend from high school who I am also in college with told me that I was a nerd in high school LOLOL. She went onto say that I was cool and not dork nerdy...just smart nerdy and everyone liked me. I guess thats a nice thing to know. haha.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Me...Married?

I did what i said i would't.

This chapter in my life is called: blah.

I've enjoyed this break and hated this break all at the same time. I've made and lost friends (Made and lost = same friend). I've gotten closer to my sister. We've hung out a lot and found out that we are similar and very different...yet raised by the same people...we're just from two different eras.

This is my last week at home until I graduate. Next week im riding back home with Best Friend. We are actually starting to be 'just' friends....and I pray to God I can handle all that comes with that.

I was telling the friend that I made and lost that I have been wanting to do a lot of things that brought me comfort as a child...and I was also telling this friend/ex friend that I don't like dating and talking to guys. i enjoy the stability of a relationship. This friend, being the very insightful person that he is suggested that I want to get married hence my need for stabiliy and comfort...

I dunno. Who Knows? Not me.

~The Young Lady

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Sexiest Men (I'm Bored)




WILL DEMPS

He is # 1 because he just is. AND he played for my home town team: BMORE Ravens! He's a better model than football player...but oh well. He's my #1 pick. He was in the Latoya Luckett Video......yea the one she had. Anyways...I met him once and freaked out. It wasn't a good look for me...but hey! There's always the memories. Will...just keep being hot ;-)


T.I.

This young man is SWAGGER.



MICHAEL EALY

This is the guy from Barbershop and YES my new fav Beyonce video...he used to date Hallie Barry. But Most of all he has the most beautiful Green eyes and he is JUST beautiful. Love it.














Friday, January 2, 2009

My Dillema in Words and Thought

My words have left me lonely and my thoughts leave me haunted. If only my words and thoughts brought me what I wanted.

If my words could walk would they walk lightly as to not to hurt your ears? If my words could run maybe they would tred quickly across my tongue and not linger in the air. If my words could jump they would exit my mouth without fumble. They would land softly on your mind politely and humble.

If my thoughts could walk they would saunter along my shoulders...whisper in my ears and keep my joy quietly sober. If my thoughts could run maybe they would go in circles...as the memories of happiness run over and over. If my thoughts could jump they wouldn't cause me pain...they would know when to exit and land...even in the rain. But the truth is still the same....my words have left me lonely and my thoughts have left me harunted and much worse....they have brought me pain.

Where is there joy...peace...or happiness to gain?


~The Young Lady

Thursday, January 1, 2009

I am SOOO 2009

I graduate this year from college. Whenever I start stressing about what's going on at the moment...I will think to that day...May 17, 2009. All of the years...all of the homework...papers...presentations...research...guys....parties...movie nights...organizations.... comes down to that one day. The day I graduate is definitley something I am looking forward to.

~The Young Lady