My Dillema in Words and Thought

My words have left me lonely and my thoughts leave me haunted. If only my words and thoughts brought me what I wanted.

If my words could walk would they walk lightly as to not to hurt your ears? If my words could run maybe they would tred quickly across my tongue and not linger in the air. If my words could jump they would exit my mouth without fumble. They would land softly on your mind politely and humble.

If my thoughts could walk they would saunter along my shoulders...whisper in my ears and keep my joy quietly sober. If my thoughts could run maybe they would go in circles...as the memories of happiness run over and over. If my thoughts could jump they wouldn't cause me pain...they would know when to exit and land...even in the rain. But the truth is still the same....my words have left me lonely and my thoughts have left me harunted and much worse....they have brought me pain.

Where is there joy...peace...or happiness to gain?


~The Young Lady