This too shall pass.

It is a beautful sunday afternoon. I'm here to declare that I am on the verge of something GREAT. But first I have to realize:

This too shall pass. I know it will and it will for you as well.

Sometimes we encounter challenges and situations in our lives that feel overwhelming...like we just can't come out from under it. But you can. Just believe that the trial is only temporary and the pain won't last forever. If someone dissappoints you just remember that they are human just like you. If a challege seems impossible just remember that there is nothing that you can't overcome with God. If something confuses you just sit still and the aswer will come. There is no reason to stay in your sorrow, your confusion, or your anger. It will be ok. I know someday soon I will be able write to yall out there in blogger land and tell you how everything that I ever dreamed of is coming true. And you will remember this....you will remember me telling you the moment I let IT go. All of the heartache...all of the sadness...and all of the stress. If I see it coming I'm going the other way. Pretty soon...its gonna be gone. This too shall pass. My blessing is right in front of me...my future is right around the corner. God Bless you.

~The Young Lady

When I ask you if you need a Napkin...Take the hint!

Soooo I was hanging out with a guy friend.....(don't ask) and he was eating some food. And he was licking his fingers...yuck...insead of wiping his hands on......his shirt...his pants...the couch...a paper towel...a NAPKIN....he takes the time to lick each. and. every. one. of his fingers....yuck. I won't be speaking to him again...hey...im picky.

This is what happens when you try and move on and talk to other people....

YO.THIS.IS.RACIST.

SOOO. YEA. THIS IS BAD.






BEFORE SHE WAS McCAINS RUNNING MATE SHE PROBABLY WOULDDA VOTED FOR OBAMA:::::

Do you know yourself?

If you hadn't noticed by now my faith is really important to me. I try to seek God in everything I do.

This weekend I attended an art conference (don't ask) and the people who were there were very...interesting. We had to tell something about ourselves and a lot of the people admitted that they did not yet know themselves. Mind you these people are 30-60 years old. I don't know about you but I wanna know who I am by the time I am that age.

Just something to think about.

The tracks of my tears

If I could have a song playing as u read this blog post it would be "tracks of my tears" by Smokie Robinson

I used to laugh at the songs that talked about not being able to breath or lose of breath over a guy or girl. I used to. But lately...i see where those songs are coming from.

I like to think of myself as a strong person. So it confuses me when I realize how badly I am dealing with this break up. It hurts. It just hurts. I find myself crying in my room by myself. God is great to me and I am so thankful to him for all of his many blessings. I just seriously loose my breath when I remember how happy I was with him or how perfect for each other we are. I hate crying and I'm tired of it. But the tears come more than I would like to admit. It hurts to be around him especially since we are still good friends. It hurts to be away from him.

Lately I have been going out with friends and trying to enjoy myself. Like tonight, I went to a friends birthday dinner. We had a great time. But guess who was there? My ex's roommate his freshman year and his sophomore year in college. Me and him are friends but of coarse best friend/ex came up more than a couple of times during the birtday dinner. After the dinner the group of us went to a house party/get together. Guys tried to talk to me (which happens...i mean i aint ugly lol) and I closed myself off. Is it crazy that i KNOW what I want...??? I know who i want. I KNOW.. And I dont need to look anymore....does that sound pathetic????? Best friend....maybe he needs to see for himself...i dunno. God Knows...and I'm just gonna be here...waiting...hopefully not in vain.

Its late and I just started crying....so take this rant with a grain of salt. My head will be a little clearer in the morning after I get some sleep.

For now I will leave u with my theme song...

"So take a good look at my face; you see my smile looks out of place; if you look closer it's easy to trace; the tracks of my tears"...

I Draw

Random....but sometimes I like to draw. I'm not an artist by anymeans...but I can draw. It helps to take my mind off of...everything.

~The Young Lady

SENIOR YEAR and Such

This senior year stuff is no joke. Applying to Grad School is hard enough...now they're (the powers that be at my institution of higher learning) telling me I need to be applying to jobs too...as a back up...'JUST in case'. OOOO K. So now I am on a mission.... The no DRAMASTRESSORBULLCRAP mission. So far its working. O and after Saturday I will have A LOT more time to Blog with yall. But until then...God Bless You and Gooodnight.

MY FAITH LEADS ME...

Call me crazy but I want to know that someone is praying for this man..