Simply in Love

I had a really nice night tonight guys! Thanks!

You're right...i need to blog.

Law School Apps and Lsat prep can wait for one night.

I need to get this off my chest....


Its a sucky thing when your in love with your best friend. It's because when your not a 'couple' anymore and your actually bestfriend only....it hurts like hell. He loves me and says he's still in love with me but any talk of being a couple...or the fact that he's pretty much breaking my heart...he pulls away even more. He claims he just doesn't want to be in a relationship...and he just wants a friend. I'm willing to do that because no matter what we are each others better half and he knows that. He constantly reminds me that I'm apart of his family and that i could't get rid of him because he's there to stay. Thats easy for him to say...he's the one who wants the break...NOT ME. Its unfair that I have to be the understanding one and the good friend to accomidate his desire for us to be friends right now. Don't get me wrong...I love him with all of my heart and I have faith that we will get back together...sooner or later. Another reason I am surviving this is because even before we were together...way back when...he's always said...he wants his girl to be his best friend. He want his wife to be his bestfriend. So....for now I really am just his best friend. When I think about it its not that bad. All those girls who may get the chance now to have some of his attention...have NOTHING on me. I know that I have a special place in his heart. Now while I can't promise that I won't evntually date and talk to other guys...I will keep the faith. God is wayyyy to good to me to cry anymore tears!

Thanks for reading. I needed to vent. :-)