I talk like this cuz I can back it up..Life and Such

That's a line from Beyonce's new album on a song titled "Ego"

I wouldn't call myself the biggest beyonce fan ever but I have a huge crush on her new album. I pre-ordered it and everything on itunes.

That's neither here nor there.

Actually, I should be writing an International Relations paper...but the senioritis is getting the best of me today... hey who am i kidding? Senioritis has gotten the best of me all semester. My mind seems to be everywhere but where its supposed to be. I check my mailbox twice a day looking for acceptances...I think about stupid boys...I dream about my future...where I will work...who I will mary...what my family will look like...what I'm eating for dinner....pizza? See!!! I need to concentrate on the tasks at hand. Sitting here writing this isnt helping either I suppose.

What the HaY....

SOOO I have a crush... i hope he's crushing on me back.

THEN...I have two guys who I think like me...but I'm not attracted to them AT all. How do I break it to them? In a way I think I've lead them on...HEY I like the attention ;-(

OO and there is this one friend I have.....and against my better judgement and MIGHTY denial....I am beginning to like him. YUCK.

I am all over the place.

BUT my heart stays planted...... with him.

This sucks.

MEANWHILE....

YALL....you will be the first I tell when I get those acceptances. Well...after I fall to my knees and thank GOD!

Ok I think I will start my paper....again... ummm maybe in a sec.

Thanksgiving is around the corner and I'm driving home with 'bestfriend'.. Pray for me yall!

Ok sooooooo......procrastination is a BITCH (excuse my language...its sooo not the language of a Young Lady...believe me, I cringed typing that word...but its the truth).

I must go. Toodles.

~The Young Lady