Why am I trippin?

I keep shooting myself in the frickin foot! What in the world is making me sabotage my own happiness???? What is wrong with me? When things get good....i go and mess them up. Something is up with me. I just have no clue what it is. All I know is I need to figure it out before I push the wrong button and lose the good people and things in my life.

So even though you're not gonna read this....I apologize.

~The Young Lady