If Only

If only these words would draw you nearer instead of pushing you away....

The individual beats, rhythms, palpatations of each heart beat move my soul closer to you. I've been here before...this place full of worry, this place full of fear. So you tell me not to worry and you tell me to have faith but I still say I'm scared. I've been here before...so dark and unsure. I want you to say that you love me still. I dont want you to leave , I want you to stay. You don't stay, you leave, you just go far...far away.